& this is "play" war
if you cannot handle it here then......
My much loved cousin fought in Vietnam & google Firebase Coral and Balmoral
to get clued in on what he saw & took part in.
Here's a guide to his moral choices in war
he killed chaps with the cold steel bayonet without hesitation,
as part of a patrol he helped kill anbout 20 VC including several women , and one who was having an early morning sexual encounter with one of the VC men & that coupling couple got blasted by multiple M16 fire
his unit took no prisoners
however he prevented a small group of young women, farm village peasants, who had been taking supplies to the local VC & sprung by a group of soldiers on their way back to their village, the women have a bullshit story about being out picking bamboo shoots & they have a dozen woven containers and bugger all bamboo shoots for a day's picking and not enough to feed a churchmouse
but the local VC will punish the village if they do not send the rice etc
well it's on the verge of happening, a few of the troops are suggesting it & there's a
start with some involountary disrobing of a few of the women--
that's when Andy stepped up, and put a stop the the proceedings, women sent scurrying home. Not Right, and also a possible trap
you want to go a whoring, and he did, in Bangkok on r&r is the place, not on active duty in the bush with Vc around watching & rape aint whoring either
but there's a clue to morality in real war