This is completely demotivating. Obviously, ND is chasing me, but he is leading you after the wrong game. What can I do about it?
OMFGIHYAIHYAFDB
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My words are twisted and used against me. I read his post and I read what he writes and I say, "yeah, I can see how that is stupid of me, but that doesn't follow that I'm working with Bo or Jeff or that I'm mafia." I read ND's post and the whole time I keep thinking, he's accusing someone else, that's not me, he's wrong, I'm not mafia. When I read it, I just can't help but shake the feeling I'm being used. Feeling, like the ass of a joke. Is it OMGYFSAIHYFG? Yeah, I guess, because why would somebody put so much time and effort into twisting you into mafia, unless THEY are? (It really has to be twisted too.) I think it's a natural reaction, to OMIHYYFFAIHYWFIKIARTA. It's natural. There's evidence throughout the game of people doing it. Experienced players, too. Is it wrong of me? If you think I'm mafia because of it, then yes.
WRONG, BUT I WAS PASSIONATE IN MY WRONGNESS BECAUSE I BELIEVED
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So, I'm a crappy player, I accept that. Got it. Won't play again. Got it. But, the anti town accusations really hurt. That really hurts, because I feel like I've done my best here with what I've known up to this point. I have gone after people I've felt where mafia with a ferociousness, a fervor that is unparalleled in this game...except by ND. He does too. I'm his current chase.
WHAT DO I KNOW? HELL, WHAT DO YOU KNOW?
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I've been wrong. Hell, I was wrong about Bo! When it comes to this game, I only feel right when an autopsy gives me results. So, Jeff's lynch was the only time where I felt good. And still I felt, bad, because I really had no clue. I mean NO CLUE, until Yoyo came out. So, yeah, I've been wrong and been wrong and been wrong. I get it. But so has everyone else in this group. (I don't think that's a coincidence people) Oh sure, hindsight is 20/20 and we can claim we knew Phil was town and Yoyo was the cop and Jeff was mafia. But did you? Well, I didn't.
SO, NOW WHAT?
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I have to "defend" and I'm supposed to accuse. And I really just don't know. I have no idea. I definitely don't like ANY of you. I hate all three of you, but obviously ND more.
Could I be wrong? YES. I get it. I could be completely wrong! It could be TRPRADO or SALADIN SATAN. I HAVE NO IDEA! ALL I KNOW IS IT'S NOT ME!!!