Again.... this is in no way trying to get at anything religious. Maybe after a while it would, but not before an impartial conclusion is reached.
Maybe Jesus was resurrected, maybe he wasn't. Maybe he never died on the cross, maybe he did. Maybe he just died. I don't know, and that's not what I'm talking about.
I would like to say that I am not accepting anything from the Bible as proof for these things. This is the scenario I see, then, sans Bible:
11-odd guys come from the Roman province of Judea, recently after the death of a Jewish religious leader called Jesus. Jesus had been rather popular but it now seemed his revolution was over. However news now comes that these 11 men are now preaching that, in fact, Jesus had returned from death, that hey had seen him, and that he then ascended to heaven, all before their eyes.
Okay fine. I am a citizen of Rome hearing about this. The logical thing is to say: oh they're just crackpots. That didn't really happen they're just trying to get famous, some poor old Jewish fishermen. They'll go away.
They don't go away. In fact, their movement grows rapidly and even spreads out of Judea. Okay that's weird. The other day at the Forum I actually heard some of these Christians preaching. Very strange. I thought they were just crackpots but apparently they have appeal.
Well whatever. They'll go away, or maybe just be another cult religion. Whatever.
But no. They grow so fast that now the authorities are noticing. They are bothered. This is dangerous, they think. So their reaction is to begin hunting for these 11 guys that started it all.
First comes James in 44 AD. He was beheaded.
Then others:
Philip, crucified. Bartholomew, skinned then beheaded. Matthew, imapled. Thomas, impaled. James son of Alphaeus, stoned, crucified, and beaten to death. Jude, crucified. Simon, crucified. Andrew, crucified. And Peter was crucified upside down in Rome. Only John died naturally.
So yeah..... you'd think, you really WOULD think that at least one of them would have been like... okay FUCK this, after they heard about, I dunno, Bartholomew probably would have gotten to me. Skinned THEN beheaded.
Yeah at that point I would have gone to the Emperor and said, "Hey I'm perfectly willing to preach a sermon telling all to worship you, followed immediately by me bowing down and praying to you, oh Mr. Nero sir."
Or at least run away. The last thing I would do, supposing I were Jude or someone like, would be to go on defiantly preaching the same damn thing, only to get crucified.
You'd think maybe John, after all his friends were dead, there in exile with years to think about it, might have written a sort of tell all confessions? Instead he wrote Revelation..... which we'll get into later. For all I know he wrote it because he literally lost him mind. But anyway.
That's all I'm saying is, I'd like to hear an explanation besides "it just happened like they said" that isn't weak as hell.