Haha sorry guys I didn't necessarily mean teaching English in Africa... that was just an example. First and foremost my goal is to improve their lives however I can. Don't get hung up on the English teaching thing it's just all I could think of off the top of my head.
"The solution is, as LordVipor said, change majors to something worthwhile, and give up on the bottomless sinkhole that is Africa."
rlumley, with respect, that is a load of fucking bullshit. I refuse to believe that and refuse to go through my privileged life blithely while people no better or worse than me suffer horrors too awful for any of us to understand. I will not give up on Africa, not now, not ever. I'd sooner die.
On a less serious note, I think I would end up working in an aid organization of sorts. It is well known that aid as it stands has not worked and is often detrimental. This does not make the problem intractable. For my part, I would like to put myself to the challenge and see if I cannot affect some positive change. Though certainly not single-handedly, perhaps I can be a part of Africa's turnaround. In fact, there is reason to believe the turnaround has already begun.
Don't lecture me about Africans and condoms and witch doctors. I know all about what you're talking about... remember... I study it. I spend all my time on it. This is their culture. It is, in this case, detrimental to their health, but this does not mean that they are out of reach of our help or that their culture should be destroyed. It has been bastardized enough by our influence, to do so more would be a crime.
No, the only influence on African culture from the outside that I would endorse, and indeed, even partake in, is that of education. It is my belief that education, ultimately, is the key to beginning to solve the problems in Africa. With education, the specter of ignorance about AIDS etc will be banished. With education, people are better prepared to get jobs and make real money, and lift themselves out of poverty. With education, people are uplifted and affirmed, because, though it has been said before, your education is something no one can take away from you.
So yes, perhaps I will meet many Africans who would rather I went home and tended my own affairs as it were. This is unfortunate, and I hope they will not see me as some sort of babysitter. It is not as though they cannot solve their own problems. I would just like to help them solve it faster.
It is akin to a man slipping and falling. I can watch him labor to try to get up while I sit on my ass, or I can jump to my feet and assist him, with the utmost respect. Which is the decent thing to do?
I hope to become totally immersed in African ways, so that I am not just a foolish white boy, though well-intentioned, nothing more than a bumbling idiot. No. I refuse to be that. And just because there are thousands of other youth just like me does not mean for a moment that I should not be doing what I am doing.
How I could ever sit and do nothing, pursuing my own superficial life in the US while others in the world suffer and die is unimaginable to me. People go through their life looking for their purpose, and I have found mine. My purpose is to help those less fortunate than I am.
So maybe I will go to Africa lol. DC, you are right, is probably just a soul-sucking clusterfuck. The reason I can't quite put the idea to bed is I am tempted to believe in myself, to believe that I can resist the moral corruption, "infiltrate" the Washington establishment as it were, and bring change on a broad scale.
But this is likely impossible. Or, if not impossible, improbable, with dubious benefit.
Anyway sorry to rant. I don't hate you rlumley. I hate what you said.